I am still alive.
Things are not good but not too bad yet.
Thanks Vittu, T., K., Kaboom, Spanish person for the messages and stuff- am I missing someone?

Winter

I am alive.
At least not dead.

Back on the 8th of January.

Have fun while it lasts.

Shine on.

...

So it turned out to be a basket full of chocolate.
The prize is a whole basket of chocolates...

What the...

I sold my math book btw

As I promised, I sold it RIGHT afterwards the exam.
For $70 only, though.

Well I didn't care as long as I get rid of that mass of junk papers.

Gone for a month

Tomorrow after lunch I'll begin my quest to find out where the Vancouver Int'l Airport is. I mean, I sort of know the train and bus routes but you never know, especially for a confused creature like me. My flight is at 8pm, but I'd rather get there earlier for some reasons. I have nothing to do in my room anyway. It's not like I have a lot of people to talk to, or well, they are still studying for their exams anyway. Poor people.

So, maybe I should look for a card tomorrow or something- or maybe not. I don't know. Maybe I should go and look for some chinese food around the airport. Maybe I should remind myself to get my laundry half an hour later so I can actually start packing. Honestly there's not much to pack. Mostly clothes and nothing else basically. You guys know how I am. Packing means stuffing everything in a big backpack/suitcase for me, especially when there's not much to pack.

Done nothing today. There are rumours that we will know our Math grades at 3pm tomorrow. Too bad, I wouldn't wait until that time I guess. Or I might, it all depends what I feel like- as I said, staying in my room doing nothing or playing some stupid games on my computer is not too attractive. I can listen to music, or walk around at the airport, or maybe I can find a nice hat for winter. Or maybe I should wait until I get to switzerland. Oh, I have to take out money from ATMs- but, there should be some at the airport, right? I mean, it's just ridiculous if there are no such things at the airport. I can probably take the risk- I mean, it's more risky to carry 200 or 300 bucks around for me I guess. I'll have to exchange the money at the airport anyway. Hm, now I have a good reason to go earlier. Yeah, for something that might only take 10 minutes. Oh, I should probably shower before I go tomorrow. Wait, why would you guys care?

Yesterday morning before my math exam, I've got a phonecall saying that I've won some lucky draw or something. It's from the dining hall- some kind of stupid coffee promotion lucky draw. Oh well, I did not bother to figure out what I actually won because that lady woke me up with the phonecall and... all I understood was I won something and can pick it up anytime I want. So I'll do it later tonight after picking up my laundry, probably.

R. called me today- it was cool to talk to him. At least it's good to hear he's enjoying medical school in Slovenia. Hm, reminds me so much of the good days of my room. From at the airport everyone was saying 'OMG your room is the weirdest combination ever' or 'OMG the first years are gonna suffer in your room' to having weird arguments or crazy fun in the room... everything.

And of course I would never forget the days when the room was OVERPOPULATED.

Neither would I ever forget that night, the night while a lady H. was having some weird drunk shock in the room, while R. and T. were trying to save her under M.'s interference: 'My father is a doctor, and I know what I am doing, and you don't...', the same night while M.'s corner was nearly burnt down, the same night I could hear chants of 'H. don't die... don't die, H.!'

30 minutes until my laundry's done drying. Should I go on bullshitting or should I just stop writing boring words? Words, words, words. As Hamlet said. No, I don't see any connections. Just that the word 'words' reminds me of that.

I'm thinking, what I should think about.

It's weird when you feel like your brain is completely shut off. Not because of anything bad, just that the voice in your head says to you, 'it's damn holiday darling, i'm going on a break too!'

Anyway, shine on.

Really done.

Yeah I'm done. So...
It surprisingly (or not) doesn't feel too special.
somehow I went to sleep quite early and I managed to wake up at around 3am...
So it's been an hour now and I don't think I'm up for sleeping.
Well, what can I do?

Math exam tomorrow

So, I finally had my last lecture of this semester.
Done.
Fihished.
Oh wait.
I have a math exam tomorrow. It was stupid. I thought math would be really easy for me, after the two years in Flekke. Well I'm deceived. It is not as easy as I think, and lectures of 100+ students just don't interest me, so I have stopped going to lectures since the end of September I believe. Anyway. I'll see what I can do tomorrow. The only think I know about tomorrow is, right after the exam I'll head over to a bookstore and sell the collection of calculus books I bought for $150 Canadian. Hopefully I can get around $80+ back. It's a lot of money you know. $150 means 5+ Litres of gin. Not that I drink that much anymore. In fact since my second year I haven't been really drinking as much.

So why am I here writing blog instead of studying? Guess why. Do I study for something I don't like? Hardly.

Anyway. I have been cleaning/tidying up my room for the first time in these three months and it actually happened from around 3am to 5am this morning. I just couldn't fall asleep for some strange reasons. Well earlier before I was sewing a pair of pants I have, trying to change the cutting. Now they look even more weird I guess. But well, for the ones who know me, remember the pair of weird black pants I have, which I usually and only wear with my boots? Those were the ones I had an operation on. Nothing too special about it actually. Just for your information I can sew.

What else? Well, time passes by so quickly suddenly. It's always like that. I mean, I wouldn't believe I have been living for 19 years first. And I wouldn't believe I have been in here for around 3 months already. Actually I don't have too much to say these days. It's been snowing and there's nothing to whine about, except the over-done math rant. I'm going to Switzerland for winter by the way- leaving on Friday, coming back... roughly a month later. Don't expect me to write anything during that period honestly- something/one else over there's of higher priority to be frank. I'll try to write individual emails if I remember to, though.

And it would also be nice if someone can remind me to pay my phone bill on the internet somewhere around the 15th of Dec.

Actually I'm not leaving tomorrow, why am I leaving all these last words? I could have done that after the exam tomorrow, or on thursday while I'm packing, or on friday morning.

Scheiße. Ich weiß nicht wie zum Flughafen gehen. (Correct my grammar too- I'm still learning.)