I somehow made you guys...

... not able to leave me comments- sorry about that... T. reminded me that I should turn off the 'moderate comments' option. I might turn it back on for a short while to see if I can retrive the 'lost' comments...

Okay, now all the comments are back. Time for me to have a good read at those.

So I changed to the black template. It's actually just an idea to clean up the things I fucked up with the last template, but actually I did nothing with the template. Should I just keep it black for a while? Maybe. I am just too lazy to change it back to pink again. I had a good week but I had a good/bad weekend anyway. The pirate boat ride was not exactly the best. And somehow despite the fact that I have talked to quite a few people today I don't feel too good, still. Weird, eh? When I don't talk to people I am fine, and when I actually talk to people I feel bad. What the hell?

Maybe it's the music that I have been listening to. Try 'Mio Bello Bello Amore' from Cirque du Soleil's 'Zumanity' Soundtrack. It is another addictive song like Mad World. Yeah the song's a bit not my style, but well, it makes me feel so good that the voice sounds so sweet but it also makes me feel so bad that I know I wouldn't hear someone saying such things to me for a long time, probably nearly forever. Oh and also 'All Apologies' by Nirvana. Somehow I really like that song. Maybe the stress of planning everything kind of comes back after a whole day-and-a-half of black out. Don't know. What do you guys want me to be? What am I supposed to be? What do I want myself to be? Okay, enough with recurring themes. I am sounding like such a typical teenage boy now. Maybe I am still stuck at that stage (un)luckily.

Shine on and again sorry for kind of blocking the comments you guys left-